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Dec 11

Tiny Baby, Big Room, Small Incision

As I said before I’m a bit behind on work since my daughters birth, which I’m completely enjoying but I am itching to get back to painting on a daily basis. My daughter had to go into surgery the other day due to a small internal complication but everything is ok and she’s doing fine. I saw her in the pre-op room and I was struck less by fear of what my child was about to go through and more of a feeling of how odd the juxtaposition of her size in the room. A sweet baby in good health means it’s time to get to back to painting and both things are good news to my ears.

 

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25
Oct 11

Time Thief

I haven’t been posting new works because I’ve been a bit busy getting a few things in order in my househould for the past few weeks because my wife and I were expecting the arrival of a new family member. Well 7 days ago that new member arrived. I have quite a bit of paintings I still need to produce for some upcoming shows but my art time is being delegated to my new daughter at the moment. Babies are cute, but don’t be mistaken. That cuteness that babies are wrapped in is just a disguise, a disguise hiding a small dragon that instead of feeding on the flesh of either human or animal carcasses babies live only to eat up hours and minutes. Sure the baby at the breast may look as if it’s feeding on it’s mothers milk but again don’t be fooled, it’s just consuming seconds off the clock. Without the consumption of your time the baby cannot age. That’s why people without children look and feel much younger than those with children. They use their tiny facial features and large eyes to seduce you into happily handing over all your time and attention to them as they suck away those precious seconds of freedom you’ve accumulated over the years before they’ve entered you life. If you don’t believe me, go ahead and have a child and you’ll see. I realized this almost immediately unlike many others I know whom took years to realize this was happening to them. I also realized immediately it was the best thing I’ve ever done. I create paintings of women on a daily basis but this little woman I created along with my wife is the most beautiful thing I have ever had a hand in making.

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26
Sep 11

Attention Disorder

I think I’m overworking myself on paintings. I haven’t been posting half the paintings I’ve been doing and most of what I’ve worked on I just ended up painting over anyway. I get on these streaks where I just draw and paint which seems non stop. For instance last week I painted 4 in a day, I get compulsive that way. If I sketch something on a piece of paper I then think, “I should just put this on a panel”. Then I see the drawing on the panel and think, “Well, since it’s on the panel then maybe I have time to paint in the eyes at least”. As soon as I paint anything I can’t seem to stop. I know if I put off painting the rest the next day then I will come back to the painting no longer interested in what I had put down previously and will immediately look at the drawing and begin to paint over it. I have no problems with my attention span in other parts of my life but when it comes to my work I have a very short one. I’m always thinking let me get this one over with so I can get to the next one because the next one, that one is going to be good. In fact as I’m writing this I have this feeling that the next one (the good one that is) is right around the corner. I might have to muddle through a large batch of paintings to get there but when I do it’ll be a good feeling and when that one’s done I’ll just go on to the next painting. I realize finding those paintings I look at as successful when I’m done bring a pleasurable feeling but not half as pleasurable as the process of painting itself no matter what the outcome is.

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28
Jul 11

LOST

During my studio cleanup I found this old painting inside the closet. I used to love ths painting and to tell you the truth I still love it. So simple and the only hard part was I glued some corn husk along the left side with the aid of  liquitex gel medium. Why did I put corn husk on the side, why not? I don’t remember the title so I’ll just call it “Lost” for now. It was painted sometime between 2003-2005 I think, I painted it for a solo show at Scribble Theory Gallery which was the best gallery in Orange County, California at the time till they closed up. It was a great place to see good work showing guys like Derek Hess, Frank Gonzales, Blaine Fontana, Jophen Stein and a bunch of other great artist. I think It would be great if they could do a reunion show but oh well time marches on I guess.

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27
Jul 11

Making Space

I’ve been cleaning out the studio for the past week getting rid of a lot of stuff. Throwing out 30 something paintings and 100′s of drawings. I originally planned on handing out most of the paintings or selling them on the cheap but then something took over while I was cleaning and I just started dumping everything. I’m not done with the cleanup yet but I should be done by next week, hopefully.

Starting to make a mess.

A complete mess.

 

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29
Jun 11

I Finished The Commission

Here’s the finished commission I was working on. It’s 30″ x 40″.

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20
Jun 11

5 Years And All The Tools

When I was a kid I wanted a drum set. As far back as I can remember till about the age of 17 or so I would ask my parents to buy one for me. They always said no but like most kids I still asked, and asked, and asked, and asked. The answer was always no. I never really wanted a lot of things and my parents always provided me with all the things I needed, but oh how great would a cool kick ass drum set be? Honestly, without the drum set how would I ever have the tools to practice what was to be my future career as the drummer in an awesome worldwide touring band. They tried other things though. Like around the age of 9 or 10 they got me a clarinet. Clarinet’s are ok I guess but clearly not even close to a drum set. A few years later I received a guitar, awesome right? It wasn’t an expensive guitar or anything but it worked and it was closest to a drum set these parent child peace negotiations had ever come. I knew I was on my way and that guitar was going to look so cool next to the drum set I was eventually going to receive and, “I know what will make this guitar even better. I’ll paint something awesome on the backside!” So I painted Mickey Mouse on the back of the guitar. Mickey, the guitar, the clarinet and I waited patiently for the drum set to arrive. The drum set never came

So I guess the point of this whole story is that I’d always wanted drums but since I never got them I’d never have the tools be able to do something awesome for a living. In my lust for making the perfect beat I overlooked one important thing, where did I get the paint to paint Mickey Mouse on my guitar? Oh, my parents had bought me a paint set a while back. In fact there was never a shortage of pens, pencils, papers, crayons, brushes and paints for me to spend hours with. Copying what my brother was drawing, drawing characters from comic books and cartoons on tv, drawing anything and anywhere I could hour after hour just waiting for that drum set to get to my house. Looking back now, sure I never got the drum set but my parents had given me all the tools I needed when they supplied me with pens and papers never more than a few feet away from me all the time. More importantly they never told me I was wasting my time drawing and in fact they encourage it. Even when deciding to do art as a major in college they never said anything about it being a waste of time or money and too encouraged that. Today is my 5 year anniversary as a full time artist and it truly is an awesome way to make a living. So thank you Robert and Esther Salcido for never buying me that drum set.

 

Here’s a few drawings I found in my hiding in my high school year book

 

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May 11

Anniversary

This post isn’t about art, or maybe it is in 2 ways. I just wanted to say  that recently I celebrated my 3rd wedding anniversary. My wife is truly my muse. So the first art related part of the post is if anyone has noticed that my paintings and drawings all have a similar look. That similar look, that is my wife. I throw a little bit of my wife in every painting and that little bit is my wife’s nose. People often ask me why my girls have a similar nose and usually I never answer, but truthfully that’s my wife’s nose. She’s my inspiration, my favorite person to watch a movie with and the love of my life. We may have been married for only 3 years but we started dating a long time ago in high school. I wouldn’t advise anyone to marry anyone that they dated in high school because it usually doesn’t work out and it’s great to go out and experience life and grow as a person as well as meet and form relationships with varying types of people. I never thought we’d be together this long but for some unknown reason this relationship of ours has persisted and battled through and strangely enough we grew closer together over the years than further apart. Sure at times we annoy each other but we always give each other space. I go out with friends to drink and whatever and she does the same. The best part is whomever is out that evening, the other will be by to drive the other and all the friends home, a perfect designated driver. We’re a small team of two and hopefully one day that team will expand. So all that stupid junk being said, I love my wife and if it ends tomorrow, I enjoyed every minute of it. So here’s the second art related part of the post. The following picture from our wedding thank you card is a photoshopped image where my wife and I after getting married in Vegas went into the desert and took photos of each other and I later put it all together in the fantabulous program of photoshop. On a napkin from restaurant I sketched out the image I wanted and  we struck the pose’s that I had sketched. I wasn’t actually holding an umbrella, we weren’t next to each other and those  signs were nowhere around, and in real life those signs are gigantic. So anyone that wanted to see a new drawing today or a new painting, sorry, but I like most things, my wife comes first.

 

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